Well i just found out ill proll be monving the day before valentines i dont kow how im going to handle i cried for hours last night just thinkning about i dont know how im going to move in the first place because knowing im not going to be able to hold chris ,hug chris ,see chris stare at me the way he does, or feel his gentle touch i honestly can not imagine ever leaving him but i have to now (bby ima miss you so much) i wish he could just pack his stuff up and move to..lets not even begin to talk about my mom i havent been away from here more than two weeks at a time im going to miss her so much just the way we talk about things, cook together, the way she helps me through difficult times in my life, this may sound stupid but ima miss her yelling at me ima miss cappa(my dog) when they say dogs a mans best friend dag gone theyre right because i love him so much my dad said i could bring him but hes has to stay outside i dont know weither i am or not but yea ......things are going to be so different ima have like no friends im not going to know no-one its gonna be hard i have a feeling that im going to be really depressed for a while after i move down there because i caint see my boyfriend, my mom, my friends, my family, my cappa......its just gonna be my dad and i but change is good for everybody ima have a whole lot more opportunties down there i just wish sometimes that my parents were still together or my dad still lived up here because i love then both dearly god knows i do and sometimes i wish i could find a magical lamp and receive 3 wishes....i would first wish that chris could move in with me...my mom could move down there...and last that i could meet tons of people and becomne very good friends with them...thats what id wish for. The real question is where do i find a magical lamp?